But I’d wanna die if that happens.

If you don’t look at me the way you do any longer.

I don't know how hard it’ll be, to try to un-know you,

And to unlearn everything you’ve introduced me to;

Bứt mostly I don't want to try to un-love you.

I’d die anyway..

Even if I don't bring it upon myself,

I’d do so anyway.

What attracts you, what brings you peace and serenity with ecstasy; I want to be all of them.

I don't want to keep you longing for anyone else or anything else.

But if I’m not the answer to all of your questions 

What else can I do? Except to end it with myself 

For being such a failure to my own existence

What if one day you wake up and realise that I’m just someone you wasted your time with

While I was dreaming of forevers and happy ever afters?

How could I live knowing that you don’t love me anymore?

But that’s none of your concern,

I’d live, I’d die being yours and yours alone.

(6 May 2023 at 10:48 PM)