10:00 am-
“I miss you so much, I wish that you are home right now. Baby,
please make it soon, you know my parents aren’t home and I’ll be home alone all
through this week, I wish you were here.”
12:00 pm-
She received a text message,
‘Hey, i'm coming over to see you’
It was from a friend she hardly talk to, a cool, handsome guy
with cool physique, captive eyes and a killer smile.
She replied, “ohhh! Yes, come over with a drink, I’d like to
save it for later :D”
He said that he will and that he’ll be there by 1 o’clock.
As he said he does came by, they were friends not close ones though,
they listened to songs played on loud stereos, she loved the song so much as it
said much about her relationship with her boyfriend miles away from her.
They chat and he danced to the music, he was having good moves (as
he thinks of himself :D), they were alone in a room, nobody to care. By the time
she looks at the clock, hours already passed even before she realized it was
dark outside and already time for dinner. She invited him to stay and he did. After
few hours of cooking and dining, they get back inside her room.
Having the chit chats over a drink and cigarettes, she was in
love with the moment, having drinking herself high and not aware of the do’s
and don’t’s anymore, she lay on her bed thinking about galaxies and outer
space, how magical but disappointing it is for her to exist. She felt everything around her, a handsome guy singing to melancholic tunes and hands so warm was with
her all along, she knew that she was going in a wrong direction but she cared less.
She needs company and someone to make her feel that she exists
on this planet with someone noticing her and someone to make her feel
comfortable being herself as she had always fantasized about. Elsewhere she feels
neglected and unwanted, people makes her feel like a burden and she hates
noticing that on their faces and she was drained with emotions.
She opened her dreamy eyes but it was still so dark, as much as
it was while she closed her eyes and as dull as it was when her lashes brush
through her cheeks. She talks enough sense but she lost her mind. He listened
and she was touched inside the cotton pieces she used to cover herself,
underneath her skin and the rib of bones where the pounding heart skips a beat.
Within no time it was a start of a new day, she was yet again
afraid of being forgotten the coming day the dawn was about to bring. But though
it was very unlikely with the way the earth revolves, HE STAYED.. he stayed
with her, in her room and in her heart. She started exposing like an open book
written in secret codes, she unravels every of her deepest secrets.
He found out that she was twisted and broken; needing mending in every of the cracks where life happened to tore her. He possessed
that power by the look in his eyes. He was interesting, he cooks for her, he
tucked her to sleep and he provides everything, the essentials and everything
else she didn’t knew her life was demanding. He gave her funny names and crack
jokes and made her feel accepted with as much brokenness and emptiness she knew she had. He stayed with her and yet she is about to face the new world
having him beside her. :D
