I want to live as vividly as you do in my head

Your image of me is how i intend to be.

I’m a little lost these days in trying to find the part of me you found to be amusing;

In looking for myself in the deepest troughs and the highest crests, i lost myself.

But i want you to find me where I’m lost.

Look for me in the mayhem,

I disregard any other presence except yours.

Find me in my deepest dejection,

I reject to be elsewhere except in your arms.

Enthral me like the first time you do.

We are a moiety of beauty in the broken.

When each alone there is no pleasure and there is no us;

For in your absence I find myself unbearable

Because if there’s no you, there is no me.

I want to live as vividly as you do in my head

The version of you that I get to fall for 

Reiterated that I never knew what falling in love has to feel like

Just as much as you reside in this barren mind

I hope to be forever beautiful to your cognition

so lovingly, effortlessly and undoubtedly all for my cause

 

Tried giving up on the whole line of Y-Chromosomal Adam.

Almost allowed myself the denial of my fondest  dreams,

For men had never been nothing but a mere torment to the soul;

I don't know what i did to deserve such exploit whenever i loved.

And today I know not what i did to deserve you either.

There are a lot of things that i do not know

Why RNA primers are favored over DNA primers naturally?

Why people choose hatred over kindness?

Why the grand designer chose division for cells to multiply? and

Why you came into my life ever so suddenly and

Change the course of my life in a way I had never comprehended.

 so lovingly, effortlessly and undoubtedly

all for my cause.

You are making me feel like I’m loved.

♥️